Realizations!

I have recently realized our human nature. To judge, get angry and fight back. In most circumstances that do not meet our own. Or fit the way that we want them too. But have also realized how hard it is to forgive when someone wrongs us, or puts a cramp in our style. I also realized that we as people for get that people change, for the good, or even for the worse. We don't make room for them to change because we don't trust that they can change. Christians in general are more judgemental, and more hostile when we are talking about church finances, or politics, we forget that the people around us are entitled to their opinions as well. I was in the Christian book store yesterday and I came a cross a book called, " everyones normal till you get to know them. So true isn't it. With in our churches we only let people know so much about us, because if they see more then that then they may or may not like us. I have been searching for answers with dealing with relationships gone sour, and I have not come up with any other then I have to look deep down inside my heart, and I need to update my heart. People can or some may not want to see any change and that is fine, but I want to change, for the better. To reach a new understanding in life, but also to still be accepted and loved, when I fail. Is that not what our human nature wants. To be loved and accepted to find people that you are not afraid of showing the bad side because they will love you anyway.
My heart aches with sadness, and my soul is weary. Yet some how in some way, I still hold on to hope. A new kind of hope. A new hope brought on by everyday. Not one day is that hope the same, but forever changing, adapting. Just like the people and the world around me. Heres for a brighter tomorrow. Change is good.