my world...the last 2 months have changed, I have changed, I have a wierd sense of being lost, and yet I know where I am. I will never understand the power of grudges, I will never understand why God does some of things that he does or lets certian things happen.
Why does the Corn have to be so dry, and the storms go around us, why does the farm market seem to fall when it is needed the most, why do friends who you thought were true friends, betray you and talk about you behind your back, why does God do that...Why does God keep parents that want to be Parents from being parents...I don't understand it.
I just want patience, I just want to be the christian that I am suppose be, yet I don't always want to. I don't always want to forgive, I don't always want to pray nor do i always want to wait, but it is not a rule of Choice, but rather, I Must. I need to do it I must....Now...i can have to pray that I will be forgiven that grudges would be removed. Patience...things is the real meaning....Life.....
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