Well our journey has brought us 4 1/2 years of heart ache but it has brought us through an unforgettable journey to which I hope that I never forget. I say that because, I don't ever want to forget what it has been like to go through this, so that my heart will be one of service, care and compassion for perhaps someone else. I have been writing a book as well, and that has been an amazing tool to help aid myself and perhaps others who are just like me eventually.
I wish I could say that I was pregnant but I am not yet anyway. But here are some of the treatments that we have gone through and other possiblities.
Of course we have done what married people do!!
1.)Hystrosalpingogram
2.) 3 months of Clomid
3.) IUI 1
4.) IUI 2
5.) IUI 3
6.) Surgery (yet to happen)
7.) IVF(hopefully this will not be needed)
Over the last few weeks we have found ourselves now knowing part of our problem and there is a possible solution. This brings me to where we are right now.
All the treatments that we went through were really for no reason at this point in time, all the money we spent was for nothing as well. However having said it was for nothing, we have gone through things that I hope no one else I know will have to go through,but we together remain strong we still have our good days and we still have our bad days too, plenty of those. Our faith has been and perhaps will continue to be tested, in the Bible this being tested is a good thing.
Now we are going to be back at square one, but having gone through all the treatments it is like taking 10 steps back, but this is a good thing I think.
The time of waiting now is difficult, and I pray for strength and endurance as we still continue on our journey, but with new insight, and the knowledge that we 5 years ago did not have in our arsinal. We are still in the journey and we will still have our heartaches I am sure, but now things maybe looking a little brighter then then have in 5 years time. This is an strange new beginning!! One month and counting till a renewed Hope!!!
