In the Face of Adversity, it is amazing how love continues. It has been some of the most trying weeks of my life. I can not even really explain it either. My heart, faith and ability to survive has been tested. It continues to be tested, I am reaching the very brink, when life gets hard enough that you want to give up entirely. When you reach that point where you just can't see a reason for live anymore, thats when God says or puts someone in your life to tell you that you are still loved. I married a young man, 3 years ago, and that man has seen the very best of me and the VERY worse of me as well. I have seen the best and the worst of him as well. Its when you realize what you have been through together that you realize just how strong your love actually is. When you can let it all hang loose in front of each other. The relief that there is no front, there is not fake face being presented, is a way that I know that I am in Love. When you can face it all together, and Cry, and laugh and learn together. I am more in love with my husband now then ever before. Even when the tears are streaming down my face and my eyes get all red, he still loves me, when I get angry and throw a fit, he still loves me. When I break down, and loose my cool, he still loves me. When I forget to do something he told me to do 3 times, he still loves me.
When I can't seem to get a grip, he still loves me. All these things, and he still love me.
I am really glad that I am married to this Man, this man that I am so in love with. We will together continue our battles and Journey's. We will together still long to fill our home with teh sounds of little feet. We will still stay in love, and we will travel, and do our best to enjoy life.
But everyone is entitled to thier share of bad days.
I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU THOMAS KROESBERGEN JR!
